ahhh connffuusseeddd...lol...there are so many things running through my mind right now that i can't figure out what to do

thinking one thing...that others are coincidentally also suggesting...dunno if that'll happen

also being told other things...o man..so much confusion...what to do??

my head hurts from thinking today...lol...it's weird when there's absolutely nothing interesting going on in ur life..and then all of a sudden there's so much that u can't handle it...ugghh...one thing after another :(

i guess u just kinda deal with it and hope things work out for the best..nothing else u can do right?

on a lighter note: My Mausi is coming tomorrow!! (mom's sister) very excited to see her! can't wait...

wow..it's been a very long day...the past couple weeks have been interesting..don't really know if i can say what all has happened or what's actually going through my head..but maybe i eventually will...let's just say there's a lot of random stuff..lol...well besides that..aashiyaana dance competition is tomorrow!..or rather today..Hum Kissi Se Kum Nahi II! kinda weird..all that practicing and stuff kinda ends today..it was fun though! spent soo much time laughing rather than dancing at practices..good times good times

acha jii..i think im off to bed...exhausted but can't sleep...mussiiccc...:)

good night! sweet dreams!

Manu bhaiya is back!! he's only here for a couple days though..and then around april 23rd my naani and possibly my cuz will also be coming :) haven't seen them in soooo long..miss them soo much..

so today i was at this mehendi ceremony thing...and i can't even count the number of times i was asked..."mahima where are you going next year" "what do u want to do" "what are u majoring in" etc etc...aahhhh!! i wonder who is genuinely interested....i don't mind being asked..but i guess it's just been soo long that im kinda tired of this decision making...it's not one of those 'u live in this boundary so u go here' things...but i guess its a decision that has to be made sometime or another..no point trying to dodge it

kabhi kabhi eisa bhi hotha hai...ki dil kuch chahe, liken mann use apna ne se dartha hai..na jaane kyu, apne dil par vishwas nahi hotha...shayad tootne ka darr, aakhir kaun bol saktha hai ki har pal kisi ko khushiyan milengi

yess i know..a random thought...i dunno..good night! sweet dreams!